sometimes in life you take decisions that you regret...some that you want to go back in the past and erase or maybe just rewrite..a lot of times you think of a scenario in your head entirely different than it turns out and that's when you're left wondering whether whatever just happened was really supposed to happen. In my life ive taken decisions that i think or feel i shouldn't have but then when that moment comes when you really have to chose or decide..you don't get the time to think it through,you just do or behave in a manner which just fits best in that moment...all rational thought goes out the window...I mean if i come to think of it..there are times when i have decided that if i ever find myself in that situation again then i would not repeat the same things that i last did and funny as it may sound I actually have repeated it every single time.. :D There have been times when I was quite calm and composed as compared to the inner turmoil going on inside my head but then that's not coz i want to be that be that way,its because to some people your thoughts and actions even in the most best of circumstances are misunderstood...for them whatever you do is a ploy,an act to just show the world...to them,even your genuine emotions would be an act...so,whether you repeat a mistake or hide your emotions...everyone of us thinks atleast once of a scenario gone bad or a situation out of control where we could change how things went...but then again whats done is done...and sometimes those moments when you cant control whats happening..analysing it later on or thinking about it doesnt change a thing...what it does change is your perspective..towards a person..!!!!
